
Sherry's
Story
My life might be much different today if it hadn't been for the cunning, baffling and powerful nature of the disease of alcoholism. Even as a child before ever taking a drink, I felt like the black sheep of the family. Even though I was the one who was athletic and made good grades in school, I always felt as if I did not belong. I just wanted to live well and enjoy myself.
I experimented with alcohol in high school but did not know that I was an alcoholic and had very few consequences at that time. In fact, I was awarded All-American Cheerleader at U of L Summer Camp and given a Cheerleading Scholarship to KSU. However, because of alcoholism I was unable to honor that scholarship or keep a later job at Ford, either of which could have been my salvation. I was unable to be honest with myself or others, much less conform to structure or keep commitments, including my commitment to my daughter, Niecey, whom I often abandoned during my addiction. Instead of being a responsible Mother, Employee, Daughter, Sister, Spouse or Friend, it took everything I had to support my addiction. I wrote bad checks in multiple counties, which led to multiple arrests. So at the age of 24 I was homeless and jobless. I lost custody of my child and was ultimately incarcerated.
In October of 1998 in an act of God's grace, I was sent to The Healing Place for Women by my probation officer. It was then that I started my journey of recovery. I was educated about my illness, and I understood that when I ingest a mood altering substance, it begins the phenomenon of craving, which takes away my ability to make good choices. I can no longer predict how much I will use, who I will use with, and where I will end up.
I have been sober for 5 years. During that time I have received sole custody of my daughter, graduated from Business College with honors, bought my very own home and become a productive member of society. Best of all I keep my commitments today so that I can be a responsible Mother, Employee, Daughter, Sister, Spouse and Friend.